Be Strong, Geum-soon
I am not lonely, because I have a dream
And I won't give up
< Episode 106 > Drink. Beer tastes best in the summer.
Yeah.
How refreshing.
Geum-soon's late.
She said she'd visit her grandmother.
Now even her grandmother found out.
You're right. I guess we won't have to worry.
Her grandmother won't let her give her kidney.
I think so too. So I don't worry as much.
Tastes good, huh?
It does. We haven't had this for some time.
It's really been a long time.
Shi-wan used to bring some home when he was dating you.
You did?
A few times.
So we thought you liked pig trotters. You aren't eating. You don't like it?
I can eat it, but I don't really like it.
I was renovating his branch, so he bought some for the workers.
- Right? - Yes.
Eat some. You can eat it.
What? Not feeling well?
The smell... Maybe I have indigestion.
What did you have for dinner?
Black bean noodles with my team.
Have some beer then.
OK, good idea.
Wait, Sung-ran.
Don't drink that.
Pardon?
Just in case. Don't drink that.
It's not that.
You never know. It's high time.
You think...?
She might be pregnant.
I think it's morning sickness.
It can't be.
Are you using contraception?
Yes. Just for now.
But you never know.
Someone I know got pregnant because it tore.
Sung-ran.
I said don't drink.
OK.
You looked a bit excited.
I was VERY excited. Not just a bit.
Remember our promise?
Of course. And I've kept it so far.
Still, if you DO get pregnant, we should welcome the baby.
I'm not pregnant.
You sure? Check your diary.
I'm positive.
Too bad.
Darling.
I'm so sorry. I was so bad to you.
I deserted you once, and then tortured you again.
I'm sorry.
I didn't even recognize my own daughter.
It must've been so agonizing.
You must've been so angry and disgusted.
Thank you for becoming a fine young lady.
I'll be late tonight.
There's enough rice and stew, so don't skip dinner.
Ma'am. You can talk now.
Don't take it out on me. Geum-soon deserves this, not me.
She did make us speechless though.
I guess she does take after you.
She was very cruel...
but still, she made you get up and eat.
See you.
Who's that?
Who is it?
Is Mrs. Kim in?
Yes.
Ma'am. Ma'am.
What?
How dare you come here.
I have something to say. It won't take long.
Go on up.
Would you like a drink?
No, I can't drink anything.
You look terrible.
I'm fine. I won't collapse until this is over.
You shouldn't. You came here to say that?
No.
I thought I told you already. That we mustn't ever meet again.
That's why I'm here.
To talk with you for the last time.
Go on.
No need to mention, but I won't accept her kidney.
I'll leave Korea as soon as I can.
And I won't ever come back again.
You shouldn't.
And if you'll let me...
I'd like to do something for Geum-soon.
Just tell me, I'll do anything you want.
- No. - Ma'am.
Anything. I'll do anything for her.
Witch!
No more trickery.
Want to act like a mom now? I won't let you.
You think you have the right to do that?
I don't.
I know I don't, but...
If you know that much, get going!
What? You think you were bad?
What, you're sure...
you'll go to hell if you die now...
so you want to make right what you did wrong?
If that's all, get lost.
I don't want to see you for another second.
Ma'am.
Before I go...
Please let me... see her one last time.
Please let me.
I swear I won't ever come back again.
I can never be forgiven...
OK, so just get lost. Don't hurt Geum-soon anymore.
So what, if you meet her? You want to beg for forgiveness?
Begging won't change anything.
You hurt her for life. You think begging will make it go away?
Not after what you and your husband did.
Go! Get lost right now!
Bye.
Look after yourself.
- You're leaving? - Don't walk her out!
Bye, Young-ok.
Bye. And thank you.
Good job. I need some rest.
Sure. Go ahead.
Ms. Na.
Let's have dinner. We need to talk.
Are you busy today?
Yes. I can't...
Sorry.
Hello? Hi, dad.
I just got back.
What?
You still can't reach her?
No, she didn't call.
What happened? You said she went missing at dawn.
Dad, what if...
she collapsed on the street?
She's at her worst the day before dialysis.
What on earth happened?
OK, I'll go straight home. Bye.
Sorry, something urgent came up.
How about tomorrow?
I'm free then.
Tomorrow dinner it is.
Here's the seminar schedule.
OK. You can leave now.
Thanks.
Did you know Dr. Jang's wife went missing this morning?
Yes. Get going.
OK.
Hi.
What's up? You never call me.
I have a question. Don't get angry because I asked.
OK. What is it?
I heard she went missing this morning.
Is she back?
Er...
No.
She hasn't called either.
I see.
OK.
Thank you. Bye.
Crazyhair.
Are you OK?
No. I'm not.
Are you busy?
No. Where are you? I'll be right there.
That was quick. Have a seat.
It's nice here.
I overheard Eun-joo say she has to get dialyzed tomorrow.
Won't her condition worsen if she doesn't come back in time?
It's possible. I'm sure she'll come back.
Actually she came to the salon this morning.
To see me, I think.
She looked at me, but I turned away.
Very coldly.
I'm mean, huh?
You're always mean.
I told you before, remember?
But you did well.
- She deserved it. - Yeah.
I'm not mean, am I?
But...
Dang. Why am I so worried?
I was going to give her my kidney and end it.
Jeez. Why do I feel worried?
Like you said, she wasn't there for me.
Mister. Let's go eat...
He said he'd be home early.
I didn't really believe him, but he got my hopes up.
I'm so lonely.
My soul is lonely, and so are my heart and body.
I don't like eating alone...
I don't like talking to myself, or hearing myself talk to myself.
I'm so lonely, all I can say is that I'm lonely.
Dear rice. Are you lonely too?
I ordered for us.
It's on me, so don't worry.
OK.
You want to try first?
No need to.
Just a glass each.
Cheers.
I don't drink.
It'll make you feel better.
Nah. I don't want to.
OK.
You should at least raise your glass.
Crazyhair. Don't you feel sorry for my hand?
Can you... call the hospital and ask?
If she's back...
I can't.
Don't worry. I guarantee she'll come back tonight.
You really think so?
Yes. She knows she has to get dialyzed to survive.
So don't worry.
Relax and enjoy the food, OK?
OK.
I'm actually glad she found out.
Now you can't give her your kidney.
How tall are you?
5 ft. 4 in.
Smaller than I thought. Your weight?
106 lbs.
Oh... Waist size?
What's your hobby?
Stuffing myself and sleeping.
That's not a hobby, that's basic instinct.
Whatever.
What?
Hey.
What's yours then?
Mine?
Taming Crazyhair.
Why do you keep tying your hair back? It looks better down.
That style isn't for you.
Shouldn't a stylist wannabe know that?
It looks terrible on you.
What are you learning now?
Coloring hair.
Coloring? Hasn't it been 5-6 months already?
You're slow.
No need to rush. I need to learn.
Looking at your hair, you're not learning anything.
The food's here.
Eat up.
Where are you headed?
The hospital.
Then send me a text if she's back.
OK?
OK.
Thanks.
What do I get?
Pardon?
Kiss me. Or I won't do it.
What are you doing?
Hey.
I'll scream.
I can't love you
I can't hate you
I try to stay away
But I keep falling for you
We can't break up
I can't let you go
Tell me